SilverHeart18

This colossalcon was the best so far for me. So many awesome memories~
I spent most of the time with my best friend Miku while I was Gumi! (Matryoshka of course)

PONYO was so fun... it was my secret cosplay and It made a splash <3  I was so happy! most comfortable costume yet!

I made new friends! Got closer to friends I already have and I didnt die. so all is well~

I would  say this con was loki'd con..... but now it is offically car crash con for me... I totaled my saturn on the highway.... steering wheel got possessed... should have died... It really makes u look at what you have and what you want.. like a second chance... Im not gonna waist it!

Life is good.
I have an awesome boyfriend. A good job... and a roof over my head.
my sewing is getting better and I am enjoying the summer ... im just not a fan of sewing or sleeping without an ac. ~.~

COLOSSAL is in 10 days : o  so much to do. but it will be a blast. : )
            got a group for vocaloids.. and even a ssecret cosplay <3

family life is always hard.. but Its just bizarre lately. not too much to say.

If you can dream it YOU CAN DO IT  ~Walt Disney   <3 <3      FUTURE LOOKS AWESOME

Well... I have officially applied to the Disney colllege program! ^.^  I passed the web interview.. took my phone interview.. all I have to do now is play the waiting game.. (insert faith, trust, and pixie dust)

aside from Disney.. I have been working my butt off lately... in different ways. first, I have a job...plus college.. keeping this house from falling apart.. practicing for drivers test.. not to mention my new workout routines and all that jazz~~ (u know... gotta look good for disney audition.. and cosplays..)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Im a little sad I cannot go to ohayocon.. but it will just make next year more fun. ^.^

COSPLAYs:  well I am StIlL working on super sailor moon.. (freaking complicated)  im too much of a perfectionist..  when something is not looking right i start all over... (i need to work on that)

I have officially added a new cosplay to work on (couldnt help it )    *drum roll PLEASE**     
    ~Amaimon from Blue exorcist  <3
cant wait to work on this cosplay... its gonna be a lot of fun <3 <3
im kinda scared a ton of people are gonna cosplay him..or already are... cuz i seem to pick those kind of characters... but i guess the more the merrier... i think :/  (hopefully not too many..)

oh well.. i plan to do a lot of original stuffs in the future~~ *warning*

just a little update~

I have had an interesting couple of months.
fell in love. got crushed. found myself. and became a better person.
I went to colossalcon < --- fav con <3
i cosplayed (kinda) Gumi, ciel, and C2
Kinda cuz I didnt care to look perfect. i just wanted to have fun without stressing on cosplays.
I went to my first ball at colossal <3 as C2 (black dress/green wig) best. night. ever.

I graduated from high school ( finals killed my soul) but I made it!! ^..^

The next few months will be me figuring out college and learning to drive . ^..^ I figured if I write this I might actually complete this.
I am heading to chicago on the 24th for the final fantasy concert. <3 (excited) ~let us be nerds

I love my friends. i dont know what i would do without them.

I have not seen deviant art since october o.o
A LOT has changed in the time I have been gone...Ive found friends...had a girlfriend...and even got some new cosplays and ideas XD

I graduate from high school soon and am very excited to do so. ^^

I just got out of surgery on the 2nd of february.
I found I have a GREAT love for flowers.

I went to Ohayocon 2011 and it was interesting..confussions with the room made me have to cosplay ciel phantomhive both days...
uhh I officially cosplay Ciel now ^^ and am working on Gumi (vocaloid) Sakura (tsubasa) and oz (pandora hearts ) for colossal XD

I had my first relationship and it ended up falling apart...i think Im gonna plan on staying in the same age range as myself from now on.. so well...Im ridin solo again >.>

over all life is awesome . parents are FINALLY allowing me to get my liscence and I will be driving my car THIS summer! XD

I need to work on my sewing
sorry this is a weird random rant XD

I now have around 13,000 messages to go threw o.o
squadala~